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I’m Back

Posted in Uncategorized with tags , , , on September 26, 2009 by onebev1

So I saw JL the other night, and now I have a crush on him. Whereas before it was all about the music and the singing and the talent…but now there’s more. I suppose I should thank him because I feel like I’m becoming me again, for the first time in 11 years. Who knew becoming a mother could make you lose so much of yourself? I used to really know who I was and now, I’m just starting to find out again. There’s only so much time to do it. I have to start now or I’ll still be saying what I’m going to do next time, the next time. This is the next time. And everybody else seems to be doing it so much better than me. Why is that? I love my child just as much as they love theirs.